It's been a while I haven't posted anything here.
My enthusiasm for journal is short-lived, and I have several places to post.
Like the last series of journal I wrote was a diet journal in one of my friend's forum.
But that was about half year ago, after I stopped diet, I stopped that journal.

Since I had a new boyfriend for about three months, I showed a lot of things to him.
One is this LJ.
After he read those journals, he wanted to know more about me.
Why not? I think. It is a good chance to record something about my recent life.
That's why I am back, and I don't know how long it will least. lol

The Great Catsby 3 is out already~
I love that Sun says to Catsby, "EVERY PART OF YOU IS MINE!!...." That part is evry powerful. In the other hand, Persu's action in the book surprises me, too. I can't wait the next volume.

I bought Over the Hedge, too. I will watch it tonight. I love jokes of this movie, but I still think Madagascar is better, because Madagascar moves me more.

Otherwise, I bought Mel Stabin's watercolor book, and two magazines: ImagineFX, Men's Health. I bought Men's Health is most for picture reference, not for training my fat ass...XD;;

I went to watch "CARS" after doing research in the school labrary.
It was better than I expect.
I give "CARS" grade a little higher than "OVER THE HEDGE"
In "OVER THE HEDGE", it looks like lose its main point. I think they really should focus on RJ's change. The other characters are kind of sepreate audience's attention. Like the love between the stunck and the cat, the father-daughter relationship, and the crazy animal-hated woman, they have different point, but they don't suppurt RJ's change.
However, "CARS" is really good at this.
The main character --Lightening McQueen is successed to connect every character in the movie. He just like a line, connects every point to become a strong shade.
And the shade does great job to make the last highest tide in the movie.
The director and screenwriters are great!

I worked whole night to make a 30 seconds(in fact, it is just 20+ seconds) flash story board.
I hope it can work in the class.

I finally finished my commission yesterday.
I am pretty happy by the result.

I still feel I didn't do enough things.
I arranged a little bit of room.
I replied a little bit of posts
I surfed a little bit online
I did a little homework
I made a little change about my new computer.
My time was wasted in a little bit, a little bit, a little bit...
I feel bad.

I just ate vegitable yesterday, not even cheese and eggs.
My body didn't feel really different then before.
I think if I wanna change my body, I should be vegitarian for a while.
I don't really wanna to that though.

The suitpack computer is very hard to handle, especially American one.
I setted up my system yesterday.
The interface of windows xp media center is ugly for me. And I even can't play PS2 on my computer screen via media center.
Chinese input is problem, too.
I have to have Microsoft Office, then I can have Chinese input.
Very unconvinent.

I didn't really do anything at home.
I just go online and do my homework.
I felt exustied.
However, before I finish my works, I don't have freedom to do other things.

I ate too much Sausage lately. I shall eat only vegitable tomorrow.

Finally, I finished my essay assignment yesterday.
It was a memoir, so I wrote about how MoMo and I got together.
I felt a little wreird that wrote my personal gay stuff down so directly.

I met Johnny yesterday, too.
We had Thai noodles to be dinner.
I felt he is very Gemini for me.
He reminded me some of my Gemini friends before.

After I met Johnny, I went to a gay theater.
It is so closed to my campus, but I had never been there since I attended the AAU.
I'd always been curius about that theater, but I didn't have brave to enter.
Originally, I wanted Jonhnny go there with me. However, he said that was a place for people go by himself. I thought he was right. That's why I just went by myself.
The theater includes stripers and arcade. The admission fee is 30 (10 for student) for whole day.
Because it was already 8 pm, and I still had homework to trun in online, I thought it was not worthy.

Maybe next time.

I finished half of ch5 in textbook, and finished the PS2 game "Okami" as well.
I think I've already catched the schedule.

Even though I'd known the ending of Okami, I cried when I was playing in the final.
The final boss and story made the final battle move me so much. I am really appreciate the game develop group give me such a good game.
I strongly suggest this game.
In the end of story, there showed it still had space to have the continuing story. I wish someday it will be released.
I think it is good idea to release the same story to NDS or Wii. The brush system can have different fun in these two console.

MoMo went to see the hospital he had internship with.
This is the first time he have job, and he is very worried about it.
I am keeping encouraging him, but I am very worried about that can his body stand those work?

I studied whole day in order to catch the class shedule.
We study how to write argument in class.
When I was university student in Taiwan. They just tought us about antient Chinese classic articles. In my opinion, I think it is better if they tought how to write document at schools in Taiwan.

When I went to do grossery, I noticed the Alberson's most closed my place was closing. That's why I bought more then I originally thought.
After it finishes its business, where can I do grossery?
I think I may depend zen's car more...

I play the PS2 game- Okami too much.
I almost can't take care my assignments.
There are some reason I can't stop playing.
First, Okami is very fun.
Second, I think if I finish the game, I can concentrate on my works after that.
Third, I don't really want to do my homework... Q_Q
I feel bad about this.
I am doing my best to catch the class schedule.
I think I might not to do other things for a while.

Two days ago, the day of my BD
MoMo got sick again and went to hospital.
He said he was okey, but if he was really okey, he didn't have to go to hospital.

Accroding to above, it is ture the nothing good happens in my BD. This situation is leasting for seviral years.

I don't do exercise for a while. I think my body has been rotten. There are still a lot of thing I have to do... I wish someone can help me....I am too lazy~

I am at class right now.
Tommrow is my birthday, but now it already is in Taiwan's timezone.
In fact, I don't really like to have a birthday.
I don't feel comfortable about be celebrated.
I think I should take it easier.

I didn't really do anything yesterday.
Recently I am not very effective to work...

MoMo kept showing me the contects in uncyclopedia yesterday.
http://zh.uncyclopedia.info/wiki/%E9%A6%96%E9%A0%81
http://zh.uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/首页
Articles there are very ridiculous.
I felt he really got into that.
I felt tried because I went to watch parade.
I just took a look what he showed, and did my own things.
However, I thought his attitude was unusual.
He hadn't did this before.
That's why I asked him what wrong was him.
Then he told me he felt sick and was very worried about the work training after the semester.
He didn't wanna do anything, so just read those jonks on internet.

I went to SF pride parade.
I think the pride parade was not really special, escept homosexial topics.
I maybe expected it would like a festival or carnival.
I still liked this parade, because of the ambience.
Everyone was so happy and enjoyed into it.

I decided to seal "Okami" again last night.
Games are fun, but they take me too much time.
I still have a lot of game doesn't finish, and new good games are keeping releasing.
I feel some exhausted.

MoMo had a new story to RP, again.
This new story is about soluving marriage problems in three gay furry couples.
I think he created this story was based on the problems between MoMo and me.
The chillness, boring, fight, those things exist between us.
Is it unrealistic try to figure out how to solve them by RP?

I attended the online English class too late.
I thought I could take the clouse in the end of week.
I haven't prepared the textbook, yet...
I must be hurry.

After I went home, all I do just playing the PS2 game "Okami"
I think it is bad I pay too much time in playing.
But "Okami" is a really good game.
The main character is a white wolf. The name of wolf in Japanese is "Okami." The word "Okami" has a meaning of "Big god." That's why the main character is not only a wolf, she is a god, too.
In order to save the living in the world, God in her wolf form defeat all evil.
There are a lot of joke about japanese myth and japanese language. I don't think people who don't know Japanese can really get the joke. I don't think English version of Okami keeps the joke well, either. However, the story it self, the battle system are very strong, too. White wolf can use her brush tail to do a lot of action and move. She can draw a boom to explode, draw a line to slash enemy, etc. It is every, every fun.

I wanna draw Okami and other 13 "brush gods"(they are based on Chinese Zodiac symble animals) into anthro~~

I fell into sleep whil I am playing ps2 again.
Zen warned me not to do this again =_=;;

這陣子很少上線...
其實是因為參加美國最大的獸人會展--Anthro Con
我在DEALER'S ROOM有申請到半張桌子可以放東西賣
一開始是計劃賣自己畫的漫畫還有幫一些朋友賣畫
不過嘛...畢竟是第一次在獸聚賣東西
野心又有點太大
所以一路上手忙腳亂，事倍還只有功半
不管怎麼說
這都是一次寶貴的經驗
我整理整理之後就會把心得貼上來跟大家分享

I didn't often get online recently.
In fact, I went to the Anthro Con, the largest furry convention in the US.
I registered a half table in the dealer's room.
I planed to sell my own comics and my friends' print at begining.
However..., this was my first time selling thing in a convention, and my goal was to high.
Therefore I was in a great bustle, and didn't sell well.
Anyway
This is a valuable experience for me.
I will post my review of AC afterward.

I'm in the class now.
In today's class, everyone showed there demoreel at begining.
I think my classmates are pretty good.
I should work harder.

The idea of "object" is different between Flash and 3D programs.
I should practice more to get used to it.

I didn't do enoungh work yesterday at home.
Most things I did just surfed the websites.
I must take the online English class for this week today, and finish my comission.

I quarreled with MoMo yesterday for updating our website.
I want him to make a blog for our new website design for a while.
Lately, I was very busy because I drew comics for selling in AC, and attended to AC.
He just changed few things.
I don't like to "command" him to do anything, as if he was my inferior.
However, he didn't do anything unless I ordered him.
It made me feel bad.
That's why we fought yesterday.
But just like usual, after fighting, we are good again~

I just said about DS Lite yesterday.
And then Zen bought one when we went to do groceries =0=
What a impetuous consumer he is.
I feel I often buy too much when I do shopping with him.
Fortunately, Nintendo just release crystal white version of DS Lite in US.
If they had navy blue one, I think I would buy one as well...

MoMo didn't get online yesterday. He called me this morning, and said he went to hospital.
I feel something bad might happen to him by his words...

My new Flash class is nice.
My teacher's style is more experimental
This is his website:
http://www.fox-gleg.com/
I pretty like his style. I think I can learn a lot from him.
About practicing the 12 principles of animation...
Tony has workshop on Fridays. I can bring my clips him.
Nick looks wouldn't told a lot in 12 principles...

Time is always not enough to me...
There is full in my recent schedule.
But I wanna buy DSLite to play, too.
I feel abominable about this situation.

Hope I can finish commition taday.
I still have to write journals about the trip to AC, and the AC selling report.
Say "hurry up" to myself.

Back from AC
Back to LiveJournal as well.
Both Zen and Kofu pushed me to write LJ. They said it is goo to me to let more furries and people to know me.
I think they were right, so I am here to post again.
I've already kept write dairies in Chinese in
http://friend.top1069.com/diary.php?ID=75177
I think I can just translate them to here, and add something more.

Date:	2006-03-29 14:00
Subject:	A furry friend's death
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad

The email from BAF mailing-list shocked me. It said, "Marc "Voss" Elbasani died this morning in a swimming accident at his local fitness club. He was 26 years old."
BAF(灣區獸人) mailing list 傳來一個訊息把我嚇了一跳. 上面寫著：「Marc "Voss" Elbasani 在今天早晨死於在他當地健身房的游泳意外中。他今年26歲」

I can't believe this... Voss just moved to San Francisco a few monthes.
我不敢相信這個消息... Voss才剛搬到舊金山沒幾個月

I met him in the SF furmeet in January. Just him, m-tiger, and me were in that furmeet.
一月的時候，我在舊金山獸聚遇到他。那時只有他，M-tiger，還有我出席了那次聚會。

He liked a big boy that was interesting everything. He wanted to visit everywhere in San Francisco.
他像一個大男孩一樣對每件事情都很感興趣。他甚至想要去舊金山的每一個角落。

I felt he was a kind, charming person at that time.
那時我覺得他是一個人又好又有魅力的人。

He gave me two balls from China after the meeting, and wanted me to return when we meet next time.
聚會之後，他給我了兩顆中國人會拿在手上轉的球，而且要我下次再還他。

Now I don't know how to give him those balls back....
而我現在不知道要怎麼還他了...

I had a dream this morning. In the dream, someone wanted me die for saving the world.
今早我做了個夢。在夢裡，有一個人要我去死，因為這樣可以拯救世界

I seemed agree with him there. However, I thought Momo would feel sad if I die. I felt a little uncertain.
我好像很讚同他。可是，我想起了MOMO。如果我死的話，他會很難過吧。我就有點猶豫。

When the moment I almost said "yes," I waked up. That was 4:54, and 5:00 I had RP to run.
就當我正要答應可以去死的時候，我醒來了。那時是四點五十四分，剛好我五點要起床跑RP。

I think I might be killed in the dream if I didn't wake up...
我覺得如果我沒醒的話，我就死在夢裡了...

Afterward, I told Momo about this. He said he prefered to destory the world instead that I die. I felt a little sweet.
後來我跟MOMO說這個夢。他說他請願世界毁滅也不要我死。我覺得有點高興。